pennies we hidden in love
    sweet smelling days
    threatened by memories of following time
    skipping on life for hours and hours
    banning the terrifying fear hanging in the air
    playing Jacks in the gap 
    between the livingroom carpets
    just on the day when death came by
    over and over again in the hope to turn time back
    lost the small pathes of my childhood
    the sound of my language – homeland for me
    stone beaches and cries of seagulls recalling the past
    from a uncanny dark spot
    Buckles of shells in salty green water
    spilling over my sticking out knees
    Treasure chest full of hope and desire.
    Holding hands on a long sideway walk
    Being on the outlook for the chalkstone man
    Drinking bottled milk in the schoolyard
    the tin top with the delight of a creamy film
    Leaving a gap underneath my small feet